This year, I felt as if 2024 was trying to sink me, as if the currents of time were conspiring against my efforts to keep my head above water. The challenges and obstacles that emerged seemed relentless, each wave crashing down with increasing intensity. For most of this year, I found myself treading water, my limbs growing weary as I struggled to stay afloat amidst the tumultuous sea of responsibilities, expectations, and unforeseen events that life threw my way. Each day felt like a battle against the tide, where moments of respite were fleeting, and the weight of my burdens threatened to pull me under. I often reflected on the reasons behind this overwhelming sensation, questioning whether it was merely a series of unfortunate events or a more profound struggle I needed to confront. Nevertheless, I remained determined to find a way to navigate through these turbulent waters, holding onto the hope that, eventually, I would find solid ground once again.
At the end of this summer, Dave and I enjoyed a blissful day at the beach, surrounded by the soothing sounds of crashing waves and the gentle caress of the ocean breeze. The sun hung high in the sky, casting a warm golden glow over everything, and the atmosphere was filled with laughter, joy, and the unmistakable scent of saltwater. As we strolled along the sandy shore, I saw a quaint little outside beachside shop, its entrance adorned with vibrant colors that promised treasures within. Intrigued, I wandered inside, eager to explore what unique items it had to offer. Among the various souvenirs, trinkets, and beach essentials, I stumbled upon a beautifully crafted cup that immediately drew my attention. It was not just any ordinary cup; it was adorned with an inspiring quote that resonated deeply with me at that moment: “Refuse to sink.” The words seemed to leap off the surface, echoing a powerful message of resilience and determination that I realized I needed to embrace. This quote felt like a lifeline, a reminder to persevere through challenges and not allow the weight of difficulties to drag me down. It encapsulated a philosophy I had been striving to adopt, especially during a summer filled with the worst experiences I have ever faced. As I held the cup in my hands, I could envision myself sipping my morning coffee from it, each time a gentle nudge to keep pushing forward, to stay afloat amidst the turbulent waters of life. Purchasing that cup became more than just acquiring a piece of merchandise; it became a symbol of hope and strength that I intended to carry with me long after the summer ended. With the sun setting in the background, painting the sky with hues of orange and pink, I left the beach that day not only with a tangible reminder of my experience but also with a renewed sense of purpose and an unwavering commitment to embrace each day with the resolve to refuse to sink.
Every morning, as I sip my coffee, I'm reminded that every minute of the day is a choice, and I choose not to sink. No matter how turbulent the waters or how high the tide is, I refuse to give up and stop paddling.
The idea of putting 2024 behind me has never felt more liberating after the year I've been through. As I reflect on the myriad of challenges and obstacles that have defined this past year, I can't help but feel a profound sense of relief at the thought of moving forward. Each month presented a mountain of obstacles, from personal struggles that tested my resilience to unsurmountable hurdles that pushed me to my limits. The weight of those experiences has been heavy, to say the least, often leaving me feeling overwhelmed and fatigued. Yet, amidst the chaos, I discovered an inner strength that I never knew I possessed. The thought of closing this chapter is not merely about leaving behind difficulties; it is also about embracing the opportunities that lie ahead. The prospect of a fresh start in 2025 fills me with hope and excitement. I am eager to shed the burdens of the past and step into a new phase of life that is brimming with potential and promise. This transition signifies a chance to learn from the experiences that have shaped me and to grow and evolve into a better version of myself. As I bid farewell to 2024, I am reminded of the lessons learned and the resilience built through adversity. Each setback has provided valuable insights, teaching me about perseverance, adaptability, and the importance of self-care.
I look forward to applying these lessons as I navigate the new year with renewed purpose and determination. The liberation I feel at the thought of moving on is not just about escaping the past; it is about embracing the future with open arms, ready to face new challenges and seize new opportunities that await.
Thank you, my Fabulous Fighters, for being the highlight of 2024. You have played a crucial role in helping me find my purpose again, and you have been the anchor for my soul this year. As we ring in 2025, let me leave you with this.
Always remember, when life shatters you, it's because you're prepared to be rebuilt in a new way. Each fragment of you that feels broken will discover a new place, purpose, and meaning. Trust that the cracks let the light in. Sometimes, we find our most profound sense of wholeness through our brokenness. We summon the bravery to reconstruct, to envision anew, and to reinterpret the essence of strength.
You are not broken; you are experiencing a breakthrough. Above all, Refuse to Sink.
Happy New Year, my Fabulous Fighters!
xoxo - Fab
