
Embracing the Dawn: A New Chapter Beyond Fabulously Fighting
Apr 16
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As I sit here, the soft morning light filtering through my window, I find myself at a crossroads. For a decade, I walked alongside you on a path that was as challenging as it was enlightening, sharing the highs and lows of my cancer journey through my beloved blog and book, Fabulously Fighting. It has been a sanctuary of words and a tapestry of emotions, each word a brushstroke painting the story of resilience, struggle, and triumph. But as life unfolds like a vast, uncharted landscape, I realize it is time to step beyond the familiar and embrace the dawn of a new chapter. Fabulously Fighting has been a blessing and unfortunately has felt like a curse the past few years. So, the question has been, can we truly leave behind a part of ourselves, or do we simply evolve, layers peeling away to reveal something more profound within? This question has lingered in my mind, much like the scent of rain on the earth, both grounding and invigorating. Fabulously Fighting was a part of me, a testament to survival against the odds, a beacon of hope for those battling similar storms.
The storm I've weathered over the past few years has left me fragmented, like shattered glass that I still encounter every day. Through therapy and self-reflection, I've come to realize that I am constantly evolving, and those broken pieces are no longer a part of me.
My heart calls me to explore the depths of a different journey, one that celebrates the new me—stronger, bolder, and more attuned to the whispers of my soul.
In this new venture, I invite you, dear friends, to join me as I explore realms of mental wellness and the shadows of cyberbullying, weaving these themes into a rich tapestry adorned with my photography and writing. Each image, each word, a reflection of my newfound confidence, a mirror to my evolving self.
The Cocoon and the Butterfly
The evolution of self is akin to the transformation of a butterfly—a journey from cocoon to sky. In the cocoon of Fabulously Fighting, I learned patience, fortitude, and the art of perseverance. Within its protective embrace, I discovered my voice, one that resonated with authenticity and vulnerability, touching hearts and forging connections with those who walked similar paths. Yet, like the butterfly, there comes a time to emerge, to spread one's wings and explore new horizons.
The new blog is a testament to this metamorphosis. Here, I will delve into the intricacies of mental wellness, a topic close to my heart. In a world that often demands resilience without respite, how do we nurture our minds? How do we find solace in the chaos and cultivate a garden of peace within ourselves? I don't have all the answers, but perhaps together, we can uncover them, like unearthing hidden treasures in the sand.
The Silent Battle: Cyberbullying
In the digital age, where connection is just a click away, we find ourselves in a paradox—a world where words can both uplift and wound. Cyberbullying, a silent battle fought by many, is a subject I feel compelled to address. How do we navigate a world where our personas are both vulnerable and powerful? Where do we draw strength when words become weapons?
Through my lens, both photographic and introspective, I hope to shed light on these shadows. Photography allows us to capture moments of truth, glimpses of beauty that transcend the superficial. It is a language of its own, one that speaks to the heart without uttering a single word. Through my images, I aim to inspire reflection, to evoke emotions that remind us of our shared humanity.
A Tapestry of Words and Images
This new blog will be a tapestry woven from threads of experience and insight. The images will be windows to the soul, inviting you to pause and ponder. The words will be a gentle guide, leading you through the labyrinth of thoughts and feelings that accompany this journey of self-discovery. Together, they will create a symphony of sight and sound, a dance of light and shadow.
I envision this space as a sanctuary, a haven for those seeking solace in a world that often feels overwhelming. It is a place of connection, where we can share stories and insights, where we can explore the complexities of mental wellness and the impact of cyberbullying without judgment or fear.
The Journey of Discovery
As I embark on this journey, I am reminded of the words of Rumi: "The wound is the place where the Light enters you." My journey with cancer, as challenging as it is, became a source of light, illuminating paths I never knew existed. It taught me the beauty of vulnerability and the strength that comes from embracing one's true self.
Although I am still dealing with my health issues, they will not be my only focus.
Now, as I step into this new phase, I carry with me the lessons learned, the resilience honed, and the courage to explore uncharted territories.
Will you join me, dear friends, on this voyage of discovery? Together, let us embrace the dawn of a new era, where we celebrate the beauty of our evolving selves, where we find strength in vulnerability, and where we connect through shared stories and experiences. Let us walk this path with open hearts and minds, ready to uncover the wonders that await us.
The Dawn Awaits
In closing, I extend my deepest gratitude to each of you who have been a part of Fabulously Fighting. Your support, your stories, and your strength have been a source of inspiration and motivation. As I bid farewell to this cherished chapter, I do so with a heart full of hope and anticipation for what lies ahead.
The dawn awaits, a canvas ready to be painted with new experiences and discoveries. As we journey together into this new chapter, let us embrace the beauty of transformation, the power of connection, and the endless possibilities that come with shedding the old and embracing the new.
So here we are, standing at the threshold of a new beginning. With open hearts and curious minds, let us step forward into the light, ready to explore the depths of mental wellness, to confront the shadows of cyberbullying, and to celebrate the artistry of life through words and images. Together, let us embark on this journey of self-discovery, for the dawn is calling, and the world is waiting.
As the sun rises on this new chapter, I invite you to walk with me, hand in hand, heart to heart, as we explore the beauty and complexity of the human experience. Let us embrace the journey, for it is in the journey that we find ourselves, and it is in finding ourselves that we truly begin to live.

With Love and Appreciation,
xoxo-Fab
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